New year, new me?

It's been like, idk, years?

Oh my God. This is like the very first time I started writing again.
It feels awkward, actually. Reading back my old posts and thinking
"I used to love writing back then... What happened?"
Right now, before anything else I wanna say.
I want to start anew. This is the year 2016.
YES. It's 2016 already, I've been gone for sooooo damn longggg :<
The reason I'm writing on my blog today is because 

I feel like I need to do something to release this lump
of frustration and sadness in me. Idk what it is, but

right now.. I don't feel like doing what I am suppose to do.
I feel slightly lost, and confuse. I'm still searching my route though,
so I should be fine soon. I think. Maybe.

But for now, let's start lightly. For today, I'll end this here.
Gosh, I feel so awkward typing this again... But it's a good feeling.
I miss being this passionate. I want to be like that again.

HA! Doing this center thing again, I never changed xD

2 Weeks.

it's been almost 2 weeks i'm at Penang
and a lot of good things
have happened.
I went to here and there,
and even made new friends!
I'm a bit lazy to update on this one 
so I'll just let you guys
read the rest of my
story on my friend's blog :))


Hey hey!
I'm now currently in Penangggg!
Doh mai penang x sah dok makan nasi kandaq!
lol,trying to fake a penang accent -fail-
and i haven't taste nasi kandar yet -facepalm-

 It's been 3 days I'm here,
and honestly,I had a really good time.
I dunno when will I go back KL
maybe next week or something :/
Although penang is fun,
it's hot like hell!
Not literally hell,lol i'd be dead then -_-
here are some of the pictures taken 
all the while I've stayed here :3

Liyana Jamel,my dear friend whom brought me here :3

Soooo pretty *cries*.

And also,
I celebrated my birthday yesterday with my
old best friend, Bom!
Yes,my birthday was yesterday.
Happy Birthday to ME :D
weeeee haven't seen her
like almost a year :'D
Me and Yana
promised to see her yesterday
and she doesn't even notice it's my birthdate.
hahahaha stupid Bom :')
seriously,how could you? *sobs.

Anyway,here's how it goes.

those whipped shakes are heaven *_*

nomnomnom! thanks Bom and Yana for the treat :D

Defuq happened to this pic??

I had such great fun here.
I even went to the beach today! Hehe.

Sooo windy!

That's all fer today!
Malas dh mok tetaip tok. Kbais :*
Xoxo, me.


Yesterday finally got my braces!
It looked so real but seriously,
it's actually a fake.
Yes,fake braces are REAL :3
And I ordered a pair a week ago.
Actually,I ordered a purple code color
but that
"orang hantaran" -lol i don't whats it called in English
mistakenly gave the wrong color!
Instead of nice red/purple-ish color
that person gave me yellow!

At first I was kinda reluctant to wear it
because.. Defuq man,yellow braces? On my teeth?
Hell NO.
But think again,
I already paid for that braces,
and good news is that person
said she/he/whatever will give
a refund :DD
I'll get my purple braces sooon!
So by the mean time I'll use the yellow first
just to try and fit it in my mouth,
see if it looks ok or not on me.
( i meant the braced teeth )

The first day took me longggg enough to actually put it
on just the upper teeth.
Serious saying,it was damn hard. And hurts )':
My gum bleed a little,but not so painful
so I'm fine with it. All and all,first day was a failure lulz.

The next,I FINALLY managed to put and fit it to my teeth!
Was soooo happy cause I was able to
measure the length of my teeth correctly,or else
it would be a waste of my money.
And the same goes to my lower teeth.
It did kinda loosen up a bit 
when talking or smiling and sometimes went
far up/down to my gums but I can manage that ;]

Soooo here's the look! Ok or not ma?

My usual smiles before the braces came.

Kinda satisfied with it. But not gonna use it so often.
It hurts my teeth if I use it too long. Especially NOT for eating!
Guess that's all aliens,daa~

Final exam semester 2.

May, my month of life (:
 Because of you dear May,I suffer
extreme loneliness ever since middle school.
My birthday, which happens to be in the middle
of May, is also the month of exams.
I, as a true Taurus, hence
feel the need to be loved
and cared deeply on my particular day.
But then..

What to do ma?
Exam lagi penting woo.
Future manyak bright-bright.
Bepday bole buat hali lain.
Kan maaaaa?

Anyways,enough babbling.
I'm in the middle of taking my final exam,
so most of the time :
1. I spend hanging out at the cafe
2. Sleep very late at night
3. Gossiping with my housemates
4. Eat ice cream.

Life's good (:

Name's Billy dude.

Wordless Wednesday (:

i eat a lot! (:

Ball of Fur (:

We're having a new pet!
At first my intention was getting a lil kitty
since,well, i'm a cat lover duhh.
So one day,my college made
a big event,a carnival!
One of the events was cat exhibition.
What's exciting is that those cats,
and kittens,
are for ADOPTIONS!
Awhhh those lil kittens
are just so damn cute!
I wanna adopt one or two,
but unfortunately i was late.
Like,miliseconds late )':
Had to say bye bye to that white-fured-crystal-blue-eyed kitty )':

I think my housemate noticed my gloomy aura.
Days later,guess what she bought?
It's sooooo cute!
She named it Billy, a male baby bunbun :3
We all love him soooo much!
Small,fluffy and active :D
Ever since Billy came into our house,
it felt less boring,
ya know?
Later on I'll post pictures of dear Billy Boo.