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chinese new year.

my saddest CNY ever.
I see no fireworks at all.
no sound of the dancing lion,
the "Gong Xi Gong Xi" greetings,
and of course,

How i miss the time
where dad used to take us family go celebrate
the CNY at his friend's house.
And that nice uncle would give us angpau
and eat many2 yummy food.

And when it's almost midnight,
the night would be filled with
fireworks banging,
all colourful,sparkly and loud.
They would start their festive,
by cracking the whole,
i mean the whole sand-bag-ish like firecrackers.
One time during either CNY/Raya
I got firework sparks in my eye while
looking straight above my head.
It hurts but not much.
I guess my neighbors enjoy
their festive way too much,
but i like it (:

I miss the festive season back home,
it seems more..
Dawhh,no place like home it is.

p/s : Our beloved family cat, Bujang died last night.
He's my baby,and forever will be.

He was sleeping. I was about to go in a few days.

When he was still a fluffy kitten. And lively (':

I'm gonna miss you,sweetheart. Rest in peace (':


i think an angel just help me yesterday.
i still can't stop smiling each time i think about yesterday.
yesterday was FRIDAY.
Morning,almost afternoon.
Around 11.30 i guess.
Akak,helped my problem.

I finally know his name.
and his course and age(i think)

his name is ADI.
he takes account for his studies.
and he's in semester 2.

I'm too excited to write more. Au revoir ;D

i'm going.

Dear mum and dad,
i'm sorry for all the things i've caused.
All the while you raised me as your child.
I,as the only daughter,
and the eldest,
should give really good examples toward
my brother.
I am clumsy,sometimes too naughty,
and can be very stubborn.
I am not good with gadgets and I mean literally,
I scratched you car.
not once,twice either.
but LOTS.
I'm so,so,sooo sorry.
I can't say my sorry now.
Cause I'm too scared.
I'm afraid you'll cry again just like the last time
I hit the front bumper by accident
and it got wrecked for good ):
I feel guilty and now,
I scratched the back side of your car
for trying to reverse park the first time.
I'll make it up to you someday,mum.
I'll buy you a new car,both you and dad.
I promise.

And tonight is my last night I'm
sleeping in my own bed.
Mum's sleeping next to me,
somehow,I fell like crying.
I don't like this feeling at all.
Mum,pray for your daughter's safety and health.
You told me to start wearing hijab from now on.
I will,mum. I'll try.
I love you mum and dad.
I'll study hard and get enough money
to buy both of you new stuff
and gadgets.
Dad once told me he wants a DSLR camera.
Mum keeps losing her phone.
Heh,it runs in your blood mum (':

I'm gonna miss you.
Until the end of the year,gdbye loves.